There is a fear that grips me when someone else posts up a video of me somewhere on the internet. I’m not sure why, maybe it’s a deep-rooted insecurity? Maybe I’m paranoid about sounding shit? Maybe it’s just vanity?
Hard to say, but it happened tonight. I logged on to Facebook and there it was. It took a moment to register, then I occupied myself with what everyone else was doing. Then I headed back to Yahoo to check my emails once more (even though I’d only checked them a few minutes beforehand). Then I had to face my fear and watch said video.
And you know what? It’s actually pretty good